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The Introvert

THE INTROVERT Locked up in his room all day Hasn't said a word Does he not want to play? Doesn't he get bored? You speak of the introvert That quiet,lone guy Now listen up and hold your hat As I tell  you the reason why When you see him,you could bet That the likes to be left alone But don't give up on him yet He has a way he rolls Deep voices in his head gets loud Being around a lot of people at once Then he tries to shut them out Alone by himself with his thoughts He is always trying to find life's guide Always searching for clarity More conversation in his large mind Than he does in reality Quite moody, a unique realist Trying to find a better version of himself Too good at hiding feelings Keeps and shares with no one else He knows a lot of people But decides to keep few friends His heart is sweet and simple Deep down he really cares But don't try to test your luck on him You might end up being a fool As calm and quiet as he could seem He could be crazy too! I AM

remind me of you

Today Was just one those day… Where evrything i did remind me of you, And every song i heard some how related to you, I hate days like today, Coz they remind of of one thing i don't have, "when ever you feel your life like a candle in the winds i will put my hands around you" "my love for you is not for a day or two, its forever for eternity" I bet you, you can never measure the depth of my love n the no. Of times you hurt me..but its easier & simple..the depth of love is the each drop of tear that fell down each tym you hurt me, n you can count the no. Of times you hurt me is the no. Of times i said i love you, can't live without you, Plz don't leave me alone, m incomplete without you, MY LUV Sayings of a gr8 philosopher and by me… "so true--behind every successful love there is a friendship" "but behind every seperated friendship is a love" "You married a girl elder than you, why" I showed a calender and said "A W

sometimes something's

Sometimes something's never change, Sometimes something's are Outta your range. You blow your mind in a sec, Something hit me around my neck. Mu heart was struggling to came out, I feel helpless so I wanted to shout. I want to shout your name, As my heart was flying in your fame. Sometimes something's never change, Sometimes something's are Outta your range. Ya it's true that I love you more than anything, And for me you are not less than my everything. I know you don't like me saying all this, But I just can't take a another miss. A miss from getting a girl I love alot, Coz this would be or could be my last shot. Sometimes something's never change, Sometimes something's are Outta your range..... Ashish Aggarwal (APB)✍️✍️

You are to me

Word:- you Tittle:- you are You are like that river which flows through my heart, You are like that sky which covers my life's part, I can feel you inside me all the time, I search for you just to make you mine, This is what I wish from lord, Coz I have worshipped you like my GOD, You are like my shadow in light, You are the words which I speak all night, You are everything I think, As like my life has passed in front of me in a blink, Many times I cried remembering your smile, Many times I have walked alone many mile, I feel you somewhere around, Coz this life is all round, You are like the smile on my face, You are like the candle in dark place, I wish I could hear your voice, Without anyone to make any noice, Whenever I close my eyes, I can see your name, My heart start pumping in your flame, Sometimes I feel like throwing my heart in flame, Coz life is difficult and started playing game, You are like the biggest decision I took, But now I can't even get your single look, Th

Never give up

NEVER GIVE UP Before you give up Think,  Before you say i can't Think why you started,  Before you look down on yourself Think about how far you have gone,  Never say i can't  Never say never,  Never look down on yourself. Never say someone is better than you,  Never assume that you are too half - pint,  Never doubt who you are,  Never doubt yourself,  Because you don't know how many people are intimidated by your potentials,  Concentrate on yourself,  Focus on becoming the best version of yourself. No matter how you think about your struggles in life Always remember that life is teaching you how to face and overcome your fears,  You are in this world to dominant Never assume that you are in this world to participate.   Dream big,  Improve your thoughts,  Improve your skills,  Improve your mindset,  Train your mind to be calm in every situation you find yourself,  Always be patient in your dealings.  Say i can Don't say i can't,  Say i will  Don't say i will not

Sunset

As the sun sets here I stand, Holding red roses in my hand. Tears dropping from my eyes, You know how much I hate goodbyes. I can still hear your lovely words, You used to say them like singing birds. I love you my one and only,  with me you'll never be lonely. Fairwell my babygirl,  You'll always be my precious pearl. One day we'll reunite,  And everything will be all right... Ashish Aggarwal (APB)✍️✍️

Love

LUST Body's burning like a fire Mind's oozing with desire This inner heat wants to explode Wanna come out,wanna unload Lips are red so inviting Skin so warm got me begging Asking for more,wanting it all Into the soft bed let us fall Mark my body with your kisses Fill it with love in every inches Moan with passion the whole night Both a slave in this hot fight Tongues are swirling like a sword Groaning with pleasure without a word Drowning in the sweet sensation Moment of lust and obsession Stare into my eyes that's half asleep Due to the pleasure of every lick Shout my name then kiss my lips As we both reach the heavenly peak Ashish Aggarwal (APB)✍️✍️
LUST Body's burning like a fire Mind's oozing with desire This inner heat wants to explode Wanna come out,wanna unload Lips are red so inviting Skin so warm got me begging Asking for more,wanting it all Into the soft bed let us fall Mark my body with your kisses Fill it with love in every inches Moan with passion the whole night Both a slave in this hot fight Tongues are swirling like a sword Groaning with pleasure without a word Drowning in the sweet sensation Moment of lust and obsession Stare into my eyes that's half asleep Due to the pleasure of every lick Shout my name then kiss my lips As we both reach the heavenly peak Ashish Aggarwal (APB)✍️✍️

UNCONTROLLABLE ECSTASY OF LOVE

UNCONTROLLABLE ECSTASY OF LOVE Life has been a puzzle that I never figured out, For when I try to get into it, I never came out. I love a girl deep down from my heart, more than myself, She plays with my emotions till she gets bored by this act of herself. I crave to see her from all within my soul, She enjoys my agony because she finds me a dolt. Um a bullhead who walks alone in the dark, The dipping moon and gleaming stars gimme some of this spark. The pity me asking "Does true love reciprocates this way, We are glad to say single, alone n far away. I give a gazeless stare with a baleful look on my face, Her love though fake but it touches my heart like a wave. I no more wanna be a big foot stamping all over her life, As now she hates me, my role is over in her life. I have sacrifice my happiness because she love someone else, I have burned my existence all by myself. Listening to this a tear rolled down from the moon's face, He said, your love is pure, May lord shower his g

Thousand ways

Thousand ways to say hi, Thousand ways to say bye, But there is no one to stand by. Thousand ways to cry, Thousand ways for another try, But still there is no one for my life. Thousand ways to fall, Thousand ways to call, But still there is no one to say you are my all. Thousand ways to fight, Thousand ways to love this night, But still where is my moon light. Thousand ways to say sorry, Thousand ways to take out your worries, But still m in hurry. There are thousand ways for thousand things, Life is not a sweet place n m not a king, But still I love the way it is, Coz even when I fall it don't let me miss. I miss the time when I was happy, Miss the golden moments of my childhood and nappy. My teenage crush, My love's first cute blush. Life is what we all call this, But I don't come without free tips. This was my thoughts reason to be sad, My thousand reasons which make me bad. But this is not me at all, Coz I stand up after every fall. Thousand ways to say hi, Thousand way

देखी है।।

तेरी आँखों मे मैंने जलाल देखा है, जिसका कोई जवाब नही वो सवाल देखा है। तेरी नज़रो में मैन एक प्यास देखीं है, जो कभी खत्म ना हो वो तलाश देखी है। तेरे हाथ की मेहँदी जब से लाल देखी है, मोहब्बत हमने अपनी भी कमाल देखी है। जब से तेरी पायलों की छन छन देखी, उठती गिरतीं दिलो की धड़कन देखी है। मैंने जब से तेरी अदाएं देखी है, अपने दिल से निकलती सदाएँ देखी है। मैंने जब से तेरे चेहरे पर ये गम देखा है, हर पल निकलता अपना दम देखा है। मैंने तेरी आँखों मे जब से नमी देखी है, हर सू ज़िन्दगी में कुछ कमी देखी है। तेरी आँखों मे एक इंतज़ार देखा है, तेरो खामोशी में भी इज़हार देखा है। मैंने तेरे लबों पर हमेशा एक इनकार देखा है, फिर भी तेरे दिल पर अपना ही इख़्तियार देखा है Ashish Aggarwal (APB)✍️✍️

Soaring to nowhere

To the sky i soar in search for you,  Dash through the clouds and shades of hue. Feelings have blended with the colour of blue,  That the sky has offered as i flew through.  Like the feelings inside this heart of mine,  Keeping love and pain hidden in this mind sublime.  Longing for chamber and for opportune time,  To be able to lay in open this love divine.  But wind blew those chances away,  Leaving behind echoes of words not able to say.  In this heart this love for you will stay,  Time will tel when you will be mine one day.  Hope in this heart, this i have kept,  Though heart inside being wounded and have wept.  For the love it holds, by the winds was suddenly swept,  Not knowing now its sincerity and depth.  Love will stay n love will remain,  In this heart my love will restrain.  Despite the pain that this loving i have gain,  My love is true, sincere n i m certain".  Ashish Aggarwal (APB)✍️✍️

WAR

Am sorry but every terror attack on our soil is our fault! Yours, mine,  and the 1.3 billion who call themselves Indian.  You ask why? Because we have got too used to letting go of things that matters i.e lives of soldiers & their family. I am not saying that it's just your fault but even I am equally responsible of falling prey to the art of moving on because it is not directly affecting my life. I didn't lose my father, brother, or even a close friend BUT SOMEONE DID. Just like you, I see an attack which enrages me only to the point that I end up writing few posts on my social media handle and a week from the attack, I just move on with my life because nothing has changed. I read articles, watch TV debates, and then I write which gives me a false satisfaction that I have done something. The truth is that I have done nothing to repay the debt of every breath that I have taken and will take because the people who protect my freedom of breathing never asked anything in retur

पागल ही तो हु

उसकी तस्वीर लिए बैठा हु तो पागल ही तो हु, अब भी उम्मीद लिए बैठा हूँ तो पागल ही तो हु। उसकी आदत है वो चैन से सो जाती है, मैं अपनी नींद लिए बैठा हूँ तो पागल ही तो हु। वो सालो पहले जिस चीज़ पर खुश हुआ करती थी, मैं वही चीज़ लिए बैठा हूँ तो पागल ही तो हु। उसकी याद हर एक पल और अकेला मैं, के इतनी भीड़ लिए बैठा हूँ तो पागल ही तो हु। प्यार मे क्या असल क्या सूद क्या बहीखाता, यहाँ रसीद लिए बैठा हूँ तो पागल ही तो हु।। Ashish Aggarwal (APB)✍️✍️

End of journey

Plz review.. I don't know what will happen when the curtains fall, will they just walk away or will they applaud and bawl. The show of my life would start with a blast, enjoy the happy parts till they bloody last. Then the show will let you in the sorrows and the sad songs, but you will have a smile on your face even with tears where it belong. You would be enlightened by the wise things I would say, you might be disappointed with the decisions of walking on certain ways. The show of my life would finally come to an end, I would be missed by family and few loving friends.   In the end you'll realize an astonishing fact, the story was started by someone else but ended by me exact. I somehow became the writer of my own destiny, a show filled with glorious joy and a little agony. I'm thankful to everyone you came into my story at some phase, you all helped me in being me in my dream chase. I'm sure I'll leave an impact on the world when I'm gone, My words will be c

Ek khawaab ek khawahish

Reviews plz... * एक ख़्वाहिश * ऐसी कोई रात न हो, जिसमे तू मेरे साथ न हो, ऐसा कोई सवेरा न हो, जिसमे तू मेरा न हो, ऐसी कोई धड़कन नही, जिसमे तेरा नाम न हो, ऐसा कोई मयकदा नही, जिसमे तेरा जाम न हो, ऐसी कोई कहानी नही, जिसमे तेरा किस्सा न हो, ऐसा कोई पल नही, जिसमे तेरा हिस्सा न हो, मेरा ख्याल थी के ख्वाब थी, मेरी ज़िंदगी का हिसाब थी,   मुझसे दूर थी के पास थी, एक प्यासे की तू प्यास थी, तू मंज़िल थी के सफर थी, कैसी इश्क़ की ये डगर थी, वो हुस्न था के शबाब था, मेरी ज़िंदगी का मेहताब था, मैं आवारगी की हद थी, उसकी मशरूफियत बेहद थी, वो निगाह थी के नज़र थी, जिसमे मेरी ज़िन्दगी की बसर थी, वो हुस्न का वो जाम था, जिसकी नज़र मे मैं आम था, उसकी निगाह मे वो नशा था, जिसमे मेरी ख्वाहिशो का कहकशां था, मैं ज़िन्दगी का सवाल था, वो जवाब एक बेमिसाल था, To be continued..... Ashish Aggarwal (APB)✍️✍️

End of my show

* End of my show * What will happen when my eyes r closed, Life would go on but it's the end of my show. There would be some reasons to miss me, There would be some memories to see, May be you won't shed a tear on my grave, May be you will still pretended to be brave. But I won't say this for sure, Bcoz everything have its own cure. What will happen when my eyes are closed, Life would go on but it's the end of my show. The curtains have closed and people have gone, But why are you still sitting there may be you are soo strong. The show was good and bad, The theme was happy and sad. This is a real life and it's story, It fill with falls and glory. What will happen when my eyes are closed, Life would go on but it's the end of my show. M happy with whatever I got, For me I gave my best shot. I took my decisions and it's consequences, Sometimes I didn't know what to do as I had no senses, Before I leave i will just say some more line,

क्या हो तुम

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(OPENS IN A NEW TAB) apb0306 apbpoetry.wordpress.com क्या हो तुम 5m ago मुझे मरहम की तलाश नही, मेरे हर मर्ज की दवा हो तुम, मेरी ज़िन्दगी की कहानी के, हर एक किस्से मे हो तुम, वाकिफ हो मेरे ख्याल से, मुझमें रूह के मानिंद बस्ती हो तुम, बारीश मे भीगे होंठो की प्यास हो तुम, गर्मी के मौसम मे बिन बादल बरसात सी हो तुम, मेरे हर खयाल मे हो, मेरे हर अल्फ़ाज़ मे हो तुम, बिन तुम ये ज़िन्दगी कैसी है क्या बताऊँ, जैसे एक अधूरी किताब हु मे, अब इन अल्फाज़ो से क्या बताऊँ मैं तुम्हे के मेरे लिए क्या हो तुम, जैसे मैं ताल तो उसकी लय हो तुम कोई किस्सा कोई कहानी नही, मेरे हर नक्श पर क़ायम एक खूबसूरत तस्वीर हो तुम।।। सिर्फ तुम और सिर्फ तुम्हारा मैं…!!!! Ashish Aggarwal (APB) MORE IN  APBPOETRY.WORDPRESS.COM In a Dream Reality In a dream reality * Be my dream that I can holdEven when I awake, Be that dew that would stayEven in the hottest part of the day, Be my sun in a dark cold nightThat will be friend the moon and the stars for me, Stranger why did i become a stranger in your life,Why did this world start cutting

क्या हो तुम

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(OPENS IN A NEW TAB) apb0306 apbpoetry.wordpress.com क्या हो तुम 5m ago मुझे मरहम की तलाश नही, मेरे हर मर्ज की दवा हो तुम, मेरी ज़िन्दगी की कहानी के, हर एक किस्से मे हो तुम, वाकिफ हो मेरे ख्याल से, मुझमें रूह के मानिंद बस्ती हो तुम, बारीश मे भीगे होंठो की प्यास हो तुम, गर्मी के मौसम मे बिन बादल बरसात सी हो तुम, मेरे हर खयाल मे हो, मेरे हर अल्फ़ाज़ मे हो तुम, बिन तुम ये ज़िन्दगी कैसी है क्या बताऊँ, जैसे एक अधूरी किताब हु मे, अब इन अल्फाज़ो से क्या बताऊँ मैं तुम्हे के मेरे लिए क्या हो तुम, जैसे मैं ताल तो उसकी लय हो तुम कोई किस्सा कोई कहानी नही, मेरे हर नक्श पर क़ायम एक खूबसूरत तस्वीर हो तुम।।। सिर्फ तुम और सिर्फ तुम्हारा मैं…!!!! Ashish Aggarwal (APB) MORE IN  APBPOETRY.WORDPRESS.COM In a Dream Reality In a dream reality * Be my dream that I can holdEven when I awake, Be that dew that would stayEven in the hottest part of the day, Be my sun in a dark cold nightThat will be friend the moon and the stars for me, Stranger why did i become a stranger in your life,Why did this world start cutting